BLAH! Dang I have had no days off for the last week and a half ..... it has been crazy. One of the girls that I work with found out she is pregnant ( totally sympathetic because of the sickness) but with that said I have had to cover all of her shifts. Which is exhausting! Today I worked my schedule and got off at 1:30 but I have to go back at 5 and stay until closing.
I am getting frustrated! While working is exhausting I have to admit sometimes I would rather be there than be at home .... because it is just stressful as well. Eating has been almost non-existent lately. Which raises the tension in the apartment. Chris, who is worried about me and my health has been trying to get me to eat and I just get angry.
Things are rough right now. I am trying to find a treatment center to enter but because I only have Medi-Cal no one will take me and the county isn't willing to make the co-payment for the hospital I was placed in before so I am in a catch 22. Can't eat ---- cant get treatment. Life, huh.
April 4, 2009
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Danielle, it looks like you're having a rough time right now. I'm sorry. Just know that I'm here to talk to if you need someone. I know we don't really know much about each other but I do want to change that. From everything I've learned about you I think you're a great person and a wonderful mom. And I mean that sincerely. I graduated in dietetics and so I do know some about eating disorders (I never actually became a dietetian because I got married instead and didn't complete an internship). I don't know a lot but I do know they can be extremely challenging. I'm sorry you have to deal with that. Anyway, e-mail me if you want. Talk to you later. Melanie.
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